a lim.
b liau.
b ang.
d ng.
d tay.
d kadam.
d sim.
d hum.
d wong.
e leong.
g goh.
h ng.
i koh.
j wong.
j tan.
j tay.
jy yong.
j zhou.
k wong.
k kong.
k khor.
(tuanku) k khor.
l lim.
m ong.
m wong.
m ong.
r tan.
s leong.
s tan.
s cho.
s yung.
t koh.
v ching.
yy tay.
z chia.

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i think, somewhere along the way, i've lost my direction.

i used to be so sure of the path that God had plotted for me, my greater purpose in life, how He wanted me to further His kingdom. but of late, i feel like an aimless wanderer. letting the days go by as i walk along, letting the days pass on into the distant past, time which cannot be unlocked.

sure, i can marvel at His beauty, i can be impressed by a verse day to day. and i mean of course, there's nothing wrong with being able to do all that. and in fact, that i have such a privilege in itself is already amazing. but yet, if these one-off experiences culminate in nothing, then what's the use? all things considered, what is the end that God wants to use me to achieve? because if all i'm doing is marvelling at things around me, and do nothing else, then really, what is the use of that?

i think i need time. to realign and refocus. to get back on track with my destiny in Christ. unfortunately... as we all know ib isn't exactly a course which gives us much personal time. but nevertheless, it is still something i need to do. Lord give me strength; the joy of the Lord which is my strength.


find rest my soul
in Christ alone;
know His power
in quietness and trust

AMEN;
9:44 pm

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